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[Dec. 15th, 2004|08:36 pm] |
So today was a half day..again. school was kinda boring. I was late...AGAIN i didn't mention kk in my late note since he had no reason to be mentioned. Math was crap and um yah very boring. Then reading, i read, i read some more, did some work, forgot my essay which I still have yet to do.
As me, morgan and tessa were walking down the steps Kelly stopped us and told us to go into the counselors office. Turns out after christmas break we will be getting group counseling. right-o.
In E.L.A we argued with the teacher again. She is REALLY stupid. Then went to lunch. Wait. THERE WERE THESE GIANT STARS! THEY ARE TAKING OVER THE SCHOOL! Went to lunch where I listened to the milkmen and Morgan styled Tessa's hair with a spork. Everyone wanted to see my school pictures but I kept saying that they weren't straight so Tessa replied "I know, we love you for that" So I replied "yah, i'm gay and I must be straight" Morgan asked if she could borrow me for a second. She kissed me and I'm just all 'mhm'. After lunch we attempted to find the blonde albino twins to kill them but we got caught up with Kate. I threw a hoagie at Kelly then i pulled off Kelly's pants(atleast one of her pants).
We got to the bus stop and talked to bryce who said "No she doesn't do drugs, she does cancer sticks" (referring to me) I love him. haha. I stole Andrew's highlighters and wrote Andrew is HOT on his forhead. Me and Kel sang Instant club hit and this midget who was being bitchy thought we were insane. Got on the bus and Bryce slipped a can in my pocket. Got off shouting 'he wants your sex to andrew' then went home.
Me and Kel made cream of wheat and listened to beelzebubba. Then I bought hannah's plane tickets. 11 days until she arrive, i can't wait..it's going to be much fun. Kel left and I've roleplayed and talked to mang. Made that icon up there.
Much Love <3 |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
School: Um..half day and these kids broke my mechanical ear and that pisses me off. Met up with Bob and all of his friends. They were cool I was kinda quiet i guess. my finger hurt the whole time. went to morgans and talked to mang. We told him a story.
On day maybe a few weeks before the milkmen show Morgan was drinking pepsi and I said something funny and she laughed and pepsi came out of her nose and mouth onto her hand. I shook her hand as a joke and wiped it on this kid named Andrew's arm. Then i licked my hand and washed it. Lovely eh? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|11:38 pm] |
| [ | I hear |
| | The Dead Milkmen-Life is Shit | ] |
Ugh i feel like shit and it's all WHY ARE YOU SAD?! o.o;
I was at the Rotunda and just kept thinking about all of the FFA members and about Hannah. I didn't do much at the show, didn't like the band much. I just went to lick the sink. Which I fulfilled! I LICKED THE SINK MANG! I LICKED THE SINK! Yah umm i'am proud of myself for that.
Came home and was all upset and listening to the milkmen. I can't beleive that was their last show, the last time i will hear them play live. Today was the first day the Dead Milkmen made me cry. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|06:47 pm] |
So, I was demoted to 7th grade for a day because something about a class trip and me not paying because i hated the idea about it. This 7th grade class had art first so i stayed in the back of the art room and went on the internet. I stayed in the art room for their lunch period too. I went up to Mr. Perry's class and was kicked out within the first few seconds. I went back in and by 12:15 i snuck down to the lunch that I normally go to. we asked people if we could measure their hands..haha and Kelly just shouted to chris "Hey! How long is it?!" umm, he didn't reply but we have reason to beleive that it is like 7in umm yah.
I wandered back up to the 7th grades math class and no one realized I was gone. Me and Willam talked randomly about drugs and then he started throwing the teachers stuff out the window. We had a russian substitute who was old so he didn't notice him. i sat around and traced over my elsie and my me drawings on my arms. Then I went to the imc and me, morgan, and tessa talked to some little girl who was afraid of us..she said she was so that is how i know. Then we went to the other classroom and learned about how you need a jack to fix a tire.
Kelly stalked me home...again and then we had pasta and stuff. I did some crap around the house and got some extra computer time. The end. I'm thinking about re-telling my philadelphia trip on my lj.. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
Umm i gave up my christmas presents so that hannah could come back to philly for a week. yay! so um i'm not sure of the exact dates. i've been trying to get in touch with her all day about it but no luck. She wont answer her phones and she hasn't received my messages. She called once but something messed up with the phones but um yah. I can't wait until she comes i wonder if she could get here on the 24th oh that would rock but then again she has her own family that she might have to spends christmas with.
I'm going to have hannah now if only the other ffa members could visit for one week..sadly they cant :( |
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| My finger nails hurt |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|06:51 am] |
| [ | I feel |
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| [ | I hear |
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Hmm i don't know what i could write in this journal that wouldn't be like my greatestjournal so that i don't get bored.
I woke up on time today..why is it that when i set my alarm clock for one time i wake up an hour later? I need a better alarm clock.
I talked to Kelly yesterday. I don't know if i should be updating good news about it or bad news because neither of us know. We didn't even figure out if we will be talking anymore or anything. i don't know..one day she wants to slit my throat..the next she is feeling bad about all the shitty things she has done.
On another note, my tea is getting cold. I should go put sugar in it and make it.
Peace out(ha) |
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[Nov. 27th, 2004|01:23 pm] |
Last night I was reading my old journals, you know..those journal that you thought were so heart felt when you wrote them but when you go back and read them you think you're a jackass. yah, i have those kind of journals..So let's get this straight.
I don't want to die. Yah, i've said it...but i really don't want to. When reading when I've said that shit i just thought about Dave and what Rodney said about living a full life. So, i really do not want to die..no matter how fucked up i think my life gets no i don't want to die then, i do want to live to be old. And as i read when i said i don't want to die i got upset because all i could think about was dave blood..man, i suck.
My life is not really that fucked up. So what, my mom is a bitch and drinks..that's not bad. Atleast my dad is nice. So there, my life isn't fucked up..i really needed to say that..all of my stupid journal entries about how crappy my life was really make me want to yell at myself.
I can't write songs. This has nothing to do with anything but i can't. No one cares about how i feel so if i put it into a song what makes it any different. I hate my songs, every single last one of them.
I do not have the lowest self esteem ever. Yah, it is pretty low. Even as i write down every damn secret on this public journal i still think i hate myself..which i think i do..but i don't want to be someone else. I like the friends i have too much to want to be someone else.
Cutting is a stupid selfish thing to do. How does this have to do with me? It does. i have cut before. (Shit, why am i telling everyone this?) But this was in 7th grade and no i don't anymore. I read my 7th grade journal and i thought i was a stupid shit for even doing something like that. I'm such a selfish fuck.
I cry to damn much. I cryed over Bob, i've cried over travis, i've cried over patrick(what the fuck is wrong with me?), i cried when hannah left, i cried when i got in a fight with tessa, i cried when i got in a fight with morgan, i cried when kelly tried commiting suicide. I need to stop crying.
I really do not care about clothes. Damnit i hate me. I won't just go shopping anywhere and i hate me for that. I really hate clothes shopping(honestly) because i hate the fact that all of my clothes are so much the same and when i go shopping i don't do shit about changing that because i know i do not care about clothes, but whatever..that's not important.
So then, i just told every single secret i can think of..if i think of anymore i will update you on that. I am making this entry friends only..for fear of certain people reading this. |
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| If you can't behave just stay in your cave! |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|12:03 am] |
| [ | I feel |
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| [ | I hear |
| | Caveman by The Low Budgets | ] |
Ok, so i thought I would make it this big trend to come and get a livejournal. Ok, maybe not a trend but me getting one counts as something...right?
So today is turkey day. Not a big deal to me, i mean, i don't eat turkeys(i'm a veggie). So i just ate the side non-important stuff. I had to sit at the kiddy table though..it sucks..the kids were annoying and attempted to throw their food at me. I'm love, i know it.
I've been taking pictures today. I guess i'm not called a camera whore for nothing. Hey look, i'll put up a picture.
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| Hello |
[Nov. 24th, 2004|07:32 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | Moo | ] |
| [ | I hear |
| | Seinfield | ] |
Testing, testing. |
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